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sonora_coneja) wrote2010-11-11 08:31 am
sonora_coneja) wrote2010-11-11 08:31 am
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I Apologize for Blogging, But...
Look, I know how freakin' unimportant anything I have to say on the Internet is to the Internet. That's why I haven't touched my Facebook page in months. Fact of life. Just doesn't matter, and most of the time, I'm cool with that.
I hate blogging, actually.
But, it seems rather applicable to talk about this right now, so I'm going to talk about it.
Had to break up with my boyfriend last Sunday. Happens. Didn't want to. I liked him. But, he was being an asshole to one of my girlfriends... can't endorse that kind of behavior, now can we?
A slew of bad relationships over the last five years has left me a lot of *fun* memories...like the Marine I had to throw out of my apartment in Japan, my boss those times, sexual harassment charges that got ignored, the pilot while I was working at Osan, the married guy who didn't tell me he was married... hell, even my college BF was an Air Force Academy guy and yeah, he wanted the white picket fence and two and a half kids...at twenty one? I fucking left the country after that one, didn't come back for three years, and he still won't talk to me.
Generally speaking, things tend to go wrong for me in spectacular ways. So a quiet break-up in a chain sandwich shop may not sound like a best-case scenario, but it didn't leave me with any h/c fodder, so that's a success, as far as I'm concerned.
But don't worry. There's plenty more unmanned angst, I'm sure. And who knows? I could end up dating another military guy. I *do* live in Colorado. This state is lousy with bases.
I hate blogging, actually.
But, it seems rather applicable to talk about this right now, so I'm going to talk about it.
Had to break up with my boyfriend last Sunday. Happens. Didn't want to. I liked him. But, he was being an asshole to one of my girlfriends... can't endorse that kind of behavior, now can we?
A slew of bad relationships over the last five years has left me a lot of *fun* memories...like the Marine I had to throw out of my apartment in Japan, my boss those times, sexual harassment charges that got ignored, the pilot while I was working at Osan, the married guy who didn't tell me he was married... hell, even my college BF was an Air Force Academy guy and yeah, he wanted the white picket fence and two and a half kids...at twenty one? I fucking left the country after that one, didn't come back for three years, and he still won't talk to me.
Generally speaking, things tend to go wrong for me in spectacular ways. So a quiet break-up in a chain sandwich shop may not sound like a best-case scenario, but it didn't leave me with any h/c fodder, so that's a success, as far as I'm concerned.
But don't worry. There's plenty more unmanned angst, I'm sure. And who knows? I could end up dating another military guy. I *do* live in Colorado. This state is lousy with bases.